my Baby Eunice!

i was surfing the net and came across this website http://www.worldvision.org/ after reading, i have a huge urge to sponsor a child. since i cant have any kid any more, i wanne "have" a child too. =) 

after lookin thru all the profile of the children available, i picked Eunice! hee! so cute right. she is 7years old this year and currently not schooling.. cant afford.. i choose her coze she has an eye bigger than the other juz like me and her fav hobby is WASHING DISHES!! wahahaha! i shd put my hobby as mopping the floor to match my kid! hee! 

this organisation helps children from many countries like vietnam, thailand, china, africa, etc i find children from africa needs more help than other countries. mainly many child there dies of hunger, oso the children there are expose to higher chance of getting AIDs.. tts another reason i chose her.

i am gonna open up an account to save up money for her if she wanne study, i wanne support her all the way to uni. =)

i'm suppose to intro myself to her as her sponsor mummy.. so i'm scraping an album of me, my family, my job n my activites for her. intro her to my life. i'm planning to send her postcards whenever i fly to a station. to introduce her a new place, to expand her knowledge! =) 

i hope its a new start for my life n hers too! i'm lookin forward to rec her 1st letter to me and her report card next year! eggcited!

I LOVE MY BLACK KID!!!

(quoted from twinkle.. -_-"")

Single NOT by choice..

Recently whenever i go for flt, dunno y conversations will ALWAZ led to "so, are you attach?" or  "wah! u so tall yr bf muz be taller" etc.. then when i replied i'm single. remarks were either muz be your 眼光高 lah. y? looking for rich man ah? or y nowadays gals love to be player?? KNN!!! wtf is wrong with these ppl. dunno me n judge me! FUCK YOU!!!

u think i wanne be single ah! u think i wan my man to cheat on me ah! u think i wan the guy to use me then throw me away like a piece of tissue papper ah! u think i wanne b so stupid believe in man's sweet lies ah!

FUCK YOU!

come to think of it! y not! find a rich man! since LOVE DO NOT exist. man cheats, man play me, man will dump me. might as well be play cheat n dump by a rich wan. at least i do secure myself with HARD CASH! good plan!!

i dun wanne be stupid again. i will onli love MONEY! no longer will love man..

City Laksa

went to tried the Laksa Steamboat @ city plaza. well, intended to try it since i heard Fiona toking abt it so much plus did a flt with Ray so i jio Purple Star to go! i was very lookin forward.. But its quite disappointing. the soup is not as tasty. the variety of food is lesser. but the fishball, tao gi n beef is GOOD ah! =) then muz gif him feedbk.. quite stress. hee! he gave us free mango pudding!! 

aft tt we meant Melon @ Holland V. tok cock abit plus Melon very emo aft him kana played by a gal.. CB Y GOOD PPL ALWAZ KANA PLAYED?? 天沒眼.. laffed alot at "Amanda" jokes.. he keep relating his horrible nitemare with her. we laffed very hard. but aft all the laffin, i still feel empty n upset. it has been a long long time i'm happy. 

glad to see Purple n Bobo doing very well. at least one pair in all my besties turn out well! Clap Clap. so sweet. something i will NEVER experience.

now tat all the tings i wanne do i completed them. all i have to do is go to the lawyer. =)

Shuyi's Hatch Day Party

it was juz me n her last nite. suppose to meet her at 2300 so tt can count down at the club. WHO NOES my dear birhday gal made me wait from 2300 to 0020 then she appear. i so wanted to smash the cake into her face lor! wtf.

i made her a 1 litre Jagarbomb very strong wan. we finish it up b4 goin in df. i'm very sure she is gettin a little tipsy then aleadi. we went in got a table ask for our drink n took out the cake. suddenly! got a bunch of guys from NO WHERE juz gather n wish her happy bdae.. they invited us to join them but nah. NOT KEEN. so they buey pai say move all their drinks over! 

as usual she is wasted. puked n this time CRIED!! its reali sian to haf lousy birthday.. she is upset over too many choices n dunno who to choose from, i am upset my onli choice i ever wan din choose me when i was led in a no choice situtaion. aft the break up drama, i m left with no mkt value. ppl see me differently. i cant move on. but who cares. i juz wish we can b bk together. i wanne use all the wish quota i have in my whole entire life to wish for us to get bk together no matter how long i have to wait.

conclusion of the nite: we had lotsa FUN. she did MANY stupid things (esp the stupid ones in my car). she MESSED up my car AGAIN pour essential oil all over my juz polished leather seats! i'm nv driving my civic to meet her again. come my house screaming not stop abt WH n keep telling my mum she loves her n singing dunno wat song with the lyrics of "kan ni na bu chao ji bai" n she is soooooooooo happy n kept laff to herself for a moment then crying another... 

However i Stupid her tho she is usual torturing my car!! humph!

her 1st birthday cake!

haha! Birthday kiss from ??? we dunno who!

she is tryin to "trasnfer" some birthday kiss to me!! NOOOO!!

this guy is a 小朋友 shuyi姐姐 ALWAZ attracts 小朋友 wan lor... -_-""

Washing my Car b4 work..

whole nite couldnt reali slp coze missphish keep waking up wanting to pee this n that... -_-"" she finali got up at 7am sober.. after i relate wat the shit she did the whole of last nite she almost wanne put a bag over her head.. wahaha!

aft she left, i nap little while more n went down to wash my precious! arghh!! its so full of puke even aft i clean up most of them last nite.. n my car stink now! fuck.. haiz.. y everything when i put in effort to do something it NEVER turn out the right way! FML! i fuckin wanne cry now..

anyway leaving for frankfurt now.. tata

The day Shuyi got drunk

today is the big day i cutting my hair short!! i was quite scared so shuyi come to show some support. i cut like almost 5inches of my hair off!!!!! fuck! damn regret now. according to Shuyi its nice n i look younger.. cb mean i look damn chao lao when i have long hair.. wahaha!

we tryin to act cute in my new hair do n spects! 

wahahaha aft my hair cut we had dinner n went to chill at a pub call blowfish. happy hour was still ok.. but aft 9 it gets abit sleesy.. got philipino gals picking up guys.. eekk. we had 4 jugs of beer n my dear fren is DRUNK! cb b4 she drunk start toking abt him n make me cry big time... cb so malu... then i try to sober up coze i need to drive... this bitch is so drunk n back fall into a pile of MUD WATER!!! kan er xin lah! i haf to get the manager of the pub to DRAG her to my car lor.. she cant even walk.... aft she in my car she start telling me she need to puke!! WTF!! i told her i'll pull my car aside if she need to puke then she started to merlion IN MY CAR!!! KNN!!! I JUZ POLISH MY INTERIOR N SHE PUKE ON THEM!!!!!!!!!!! *CRY* 

she kept screaming in the car "i reali like WH ALOT" like at least 60 times. even my mum can remember coze i cant manage her alone i have to call my mum down to help me drag her up.. -_-"" best part. me n my mum haf to bath her together... coze all she could do is SCREAM "i reali like WH alot!!" i think by tml my whole block noes abt tt... wahaha! haiz.. now she is still puking in my room... can somebody help me!!

angry with the RAIN!

ytdae i spent so much time grooming my car interior. KNN!! this morning suppose to pick up auntie Susan bring her go 掃墓. the moment i leave my carpark it started raining like crazy. walau! the rain keep splashin into the car lah! i damn sim tia leh... all my effort!!!!!!!!!!! argh.. plus i suppose to Rain X my car today.. humph.. gotta wait for Kumar to clean my car tonite then i Rain X it tml! TMD

went to sensei again for another accupunture session. today wan especially painful lor! dunno izzit coze i walked to Frankfurt n agrivate the condition.. she today got 推拿 my foot! i was fucking screaming in the room lah! damn pain lah! the poking is not as painful as the pressing lor.. i reali tear out.. so malu.. but at least now i walk properly n not limbing unless up n down the stairs.. good! at least i can go see "Auntie of Freedom" when i go NYC with Shuyi! =) hopeful i can free myself from him too. 

decided to alter my uniform coze its too loose and everytime i move the uniform moves too esp my skirt. aft i alter i realise i lost reali alot. the auntie took in 2 inches everywhere from waist to hip all the way to my leg. heng my neh neh nv giu jui lor! if not i reali lose everything from bf to bb to $$ to neh neh!

dodo juz tweet me abt my bdae prezzie.. so ugly but its her effort lah

saw dis very farnie Elmo clip! siao Elmo! wahaha! i laff non stop! n the 1st person i tot of is Aaren! i think he see liao both be laff the same way together! haha!

史上最好笑的玩具

ok time to revamp my room now! major spring clean! tata!